answered email and drank a mimosa somewhere outside the house till like 6pm

rode the bus home, effusive mama bear sort of bus driver

came home, talked to jarett on the internet and phone, fed cats, tried on various pairs of pants with interest in their fit due to i lost 10 lbs

took a nap

woke up, lost an hour that i can’t remember, edited and posted some photos

ate ice cream for dinner while watching toddlers and tiaras on netflix, theorized that i enjoy it so much because i’m southern trash (not so) deep down inside

got an email that, while not in itself disconcerting, may belie a future disappointment which i now must maybe brace for maybe it doesn’t matter

started, for the third time, to fix gchat problem where i can’t receive messages, got bored of it and didn’t finish, for the third time

watched lana del ray video games again and thought about disliking her blank face and weird performance posturing but watched anyway

watched this, which is actually good, a few times

heard neighbor having sex

here we are. january 2012.